rangeela re...

overreacting ..yes ..yes i know..but the feeling remains...

bless you neeraj saab for these words

sachin da for the melody

lata bai for bringing it alive


Ra.Ngeelaa Re, Tere Ra.Ng Me.N
Yuu.N Ra.Ngaa Hai Meraa Man
Chhaliyaa Re, Na Bujhe Hai
Kisii Jal Se Yah Jalan) \- 2
O Ra.Ngeelaa Re

Palako.N Ke Jhuule Se Sapano.N Kii Dorii
Pyaar Ne Baa.Ndhii Jo Tuune Vo Todii
Khel Yah Kaisaa Re, Kaisaa Re Saathii
Diyaa To Jhuume.N Hai.N Roye Hai.N Baatii
Kahii.N Bhii Jaaye Re, Roye Yaa Gaaye Re
Chain Na Paaye Re Hiyaa
Vaah Re Pyaar Vaah Re Vaah
Ra.Ngeelaa Re ...

Duhkh Meraa Dulhaa Hai Birahaa Hai Dolii
Aa.Nsuu Kii Sa.Dii Hai Aaho.N Kii Cholii
Aag Mai.N Piyuu.N Re Jaise Ho Paanii
Naarii Divaanii Huu.N Pee.Daa Kii Raanii
Manavaa Yuu.N Jale Hai, Jag Saaraa Chhale Hai
Saa.Ns Kyo.N Chale Hai Piyaa
Vaah Re Pyaar Vaah Re Vaah
Ra.Ngeelaa Re ...

Ra.Ngeelaa O Ra.Ngeelaa

Mai.Nne To See.Nchii Re Terii Ye Raahe.N \- 2
Baaho.N Me.N Terii Kyo.N Auro.N Kii Baahe.N
Kaise Tuu Bhuulaa Vo Phuulo.N Sii Raate.N
Samajhii Jab Aa.Nkho.N Ne Aa.Nkho.N Kii Baate.N
Aa.Nv Bhar Jhuuthaa Re, Sapanaa Har Tuutaa Re
Phir Bhii Tuu Ruuthaa Re Piyaa
Vaah Re Pyaar Vaah Re Vaah

Ra.Ngeelaa Re, Ra.Ngeelaa Re

angst - march 27th, 2008

everything
is a reminder

the wrinkles
on the
car seat cover

the position
you changed
of the
tobacco holder
in the
living room

the streets
of rendezvous
that i
drive though
everyday


pictures hidden
in folders
not to be
uploaded for
public consumption

the chocolates
we chose
in the little
fairy tale shop

the music
you gave me
now awaits
your recognition
of the raaga
it contains

mountain dreams
of paris..
of seeing
though my veneer

you knew
didn't you..
when i would
prattle on
about little
tiny snatches
of a life
we shared..

or so i thought..

did you laugh?
pity ?
confusion ?
or..nothing ?


even now
i wonder..
i have reason not
to feel
this way
and yet..

the body weeps
for what
the mind
knows is not so..

so.. will it be ..
that i
move beyond ?
or will you
come back
before i can
harden myself ?

the wallow in angst mood..

has triggered off these..

I
benares..
one year ago
spring aches

II
your words
now alaphabet jumbles
you gave us away

III
your pain spawns
poetry
that came
with you

an old transcreation...

raat

raat ke
kaale saaye ne
aise gheraa
tumhaare ehsaas
ki taveez
ko bhi na chuu saki




night

night's darkness
swallowed -
i couldn't
even feel
the talisman
of your
being
within me

march 11th 2008

the wise one
knows me
to be
your constant
so why
do i hunger
to be
your change ??